When you pray, ‘Lord, make me a better person,’ in what specific areas do you want to change, grow, and mature? In order to get real with God, you must...
‘To keep me from becoming conceited because of these surpassingly great revelations, there was given me a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me.’
To fall is bad enough; but to fall and not cry out for help, or refuse to repent of your sin, is worse than the fall itself. Is your public image so important that you’re willing to continue on in your pitiful state?